Fuck it man

I dont know. So i smoke and drink and have tattoos and thats how fucked up i am. And i dont want to show my vunerable side to other people. I want to act strong and independent and all that stupid crap. So there are times when i would break down and smoke and sp other things that i might regret the day after. But now in the moment, i dont care as long as it males me feel good now