Fuck it man

I dont know. So i smoke and drink and have tattoos and thats how fucked up i am. And i dont want to show my vunerable side to other people. I want to act strong and independent and all that stupid crap. So there are times when i would break down and smoke and sp other things that i might regret the day after. But now in the moment, i dont care as long as it males me feel good now

Hello October

Its been a crazy week for me. I had too much fun hanging out with friends on friday and saturday that left me with no power whatsoever on sunday. I supposed to study 5 chapters for my Sociology class but i was so tired and i barely study anything. Beside from that, my life has been pretty good. I still have troubles with my uncle in law, but the fact that i hang out with my friends more make me feel happier and less stressful, which is great. And i expect this month gonna be bright, full and super busy. I mostly update my facebook and instagram on the go, like on bus or train or between classes. Keeping myself busy and be positive is a goal in October.
I'm gonna go to watch Taken 3 with my friends this Friday, and a korean lunch date on sunday. Ahhh i love my life. I want to fill all my time with exciting events like these.

Teenager sure is hard to deal with

I dont know about other ppl, but as for me, I like to hang out and be friend with friend who at the same age or older than me. They just seem so...thoughtful, and mature. And i dont have to clean up after their mess, which is cool. Hanging out with P is fun enough and she is funny, and mature for her age, but still, she doesnt have enough manners and experience Like she still expects me to do things for her and she kind of depends on me, which is sweet, and annoy at the same time. I have enough troubles going on with my life already, i dont want to clean up after her anymore.

one night wouldnt be enough...

...for me to get over you.
đừng nói với e e tốt đến chừng nào, so với họ, e tốt hơn nhiều. nhưng anh vẫn chon họ, mà ko phải chọn e, có đúng ko? những lời sáo rỗng đó, e ko cần.
lý do? ko cần lý do gì cả, ko yêu là không yêu thôi, nhỉ?
hài thật, cuối cùng vẫn là e nghĩ nhiều quá, ngay từ đầu, giữa chúng ta chỉ có tình bạn mà thôi. 

Finally

Well i finally told my best friend that i like him. I didnt tell him directly tho, i sent him a message through facebook ( pathetic i know) but i think it was a big step consider the fact that i didnt meant to tell him like, ever. It was a big move, for me. Now i feel..relieve, i guess? Cause it is good when i dont have to carry that little secret anymore. And i dont really care about the outcome, better or worse. I dont give a shit. I need to get it out of my system and move on, thats it

You

Where r u? Do u think about me? Do u miss me? Like everyday? Take me back in ur life?

Onew oppa ~~~

Drooling ~~